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If
we start with the atheistic premise there is no way one can prove God's
existence. And if you start with a theistic premise, any proof becomes
redundant. Thus God cannot be understood in rational categories but only
in value categories
I was brought up in the orthodox Bohra Muslim family of a priest. Belief
in God was not merely a cultural but a theological phenomenon for me.
It was a great sin even to think that there was no God. I, like others
brought up in an orthodox Islamic milieu, took God's existence for granted
and believed that God was only one.
In my school days I read Urdu poetry avidly, which was full of Sufi
thought. According to the Sufi doctrine, real existence is only of God;
we are all His manifestations. God is like an ocean and the human being
a mere drop, which ultimately merges with the ocean. These were my ideas
of God too. Trained in Islamic theology, philosophy and Hadith, I was
strongly grounded in God-culture.
When I came of age, I read Western philosophy avidly, including the writings
of Spinoza, Kant, Hegel, Marx, Bertrand Russell and Jean Paul Sartre.
My orthodox orientation underwent a change and I became greatly influenced
by rationalism. I was particularly attracted to Spinoza; my first Urdu
article was on him. I was also influenced by the writings of Russell and
his eminent colleague, Professor A.N. Whitehead.
Yet, rationalism hardly shook my belief in God. Kant's statement that
if there was no God we would have to create one for moral imperatives,
still reverberates in my mind. Whitehead's conception of God as the ultimate
value also influenced my thinking greatly. Thus God for me has always
been the ultimate Truth and the ultimate Justice. God in the Qur'an is
called Adil, Rahim, Muhsin and Hakim, that
is, Just, Merciful, Benevolent and Wise. For me, these values form the
cornerstone of a meaningful life.
I feel strongly committed to these values and struggle to achieve them
to the best of my capacity. If one wants to lead a meaningful, and not
a fearful life, one should not only believe in these values but struggle
for them. I have been fighting against the priesthood in my own community
and have constantly suffered at the hands of Bohra priests; but belief
in God and belief in these values have always given me the strength to
carry on my struggle. I feel it is belief in God as the ultimate embodiment
of these values that liberates one from all fears and enables one to struggle
unceasingly for these values.
I never argue in favor of God in rational terms but always in value terms.
As various philosophers including Kant, Spinoza and Bertrand Russell have
pointed out, God's existence cannot be proved rationally. Let us not forget
that reason is often a tool of a priori premise. If we start with
the atheistic premise there is no way one can prove God's existence. And
if you start with a theistic premise, any proof becomes redundant. Thus
God cannot be understood in rational categories but only in value categories.
For me
God is Love, above all. For the Sufis, God is the Beloved (ma'shuq)
and one should make all sacrifices to realize the virtues of one's beloved.
One must experience God as Love and one must love His entire creation.
If one approaches God as Love, all walls of separation are demolished.
God as love plays a very important role in Sufi Islam. Muhyiuddin Ibn
Arabi, the founder of the Wahdat al-Wujud school of Sufism maintained
that since God is Love, his heart, wherein God resides, is the center
of Love and therefore a mosque, a synagogue and a church. Theologians,
as opposed to Sufis, conceive God as punisher, rather than beloved.
Hence anyone who does not conform to the theologian's God will be punished,
and thrown into hell.
There is
an interesting anecdote concerning the famed lady Sufi saint Rabi'a
Basari. She was seen carrying a bucket of water in one hand and a burning
candle in the other. When asked why, she said: "I want to set fire
to heaven with this flame and put out the fire of hell with this water
so that people will cease to worship God for fear of hell or for temptation
of heaven. One must love God as God is Love."
Thus I experience
God as love, as truth, as compassion and as a benefactor. I do not fear
Him, I love Him; therefore I love the entire universe which is His creation.
The author is an eminent religious reformer and supporter
of civil liberties. He is the Founder Chairman of the Centre for Study
of Society and Secularism and Vice President of the People's Union for
Civil Liberties.
Email: csss@vsnl.com.