|Subject: I am so being manipulated.|
|I am obviously choosing to be the ‘VICTIM‘, as I have been manipulated for about three and a half years now, in my relationship, where twin 15 month old girls are involved, our children!|
I used to have a life, hobbies, job, financially balanced, my filing perfect, savings, friends, be happy, looked after my other three children single, all was good, til I met my manipulating partner!
Now I got no hobbies, I do not do sport, stay fit, taken up smoking, left my job, my house, and family and friends, to live with him and our twin daughters, in total isolation, ‘in his Country‘, I am loosing my self, to his manipulation.
It has gotton so bad, that my reactions looks crazy at times towards him ‘only‘, and he is suggesting now that I am crazy, I need to take a chill pill, and see a shrink.
Is he setting me up????
It is so hard to see what he is doing and find words for this treatment. Because it is manipulation.
He always blames me for his behaviour, saying I deserve it, and he withholds things from me, and in return the family misses out on a happy mother, so his attitude and behaviour is effecting the whole family.
I am at the point where I feel like a puppet, and trapped in a snare, and I am so isolated, that I have been at the end of my emotional tether. I lost the plot. So even though I am breast feeding still I am on a chill pill, and I am going to see a psycologist.
I told him this, as he even suggested that I up my chill pill dose, and see a phyciatrist instead. He is trying to conrol me still.
I am onto it now, as I have reached rock bottom. The quarter of the does is taking the edge off and I do not need more, I am balanced and can see what he is doing more than ever now, and he spat the dummy and took off for the night in the car again as he would prefer me to see a phyciatrist instead of a phycologist, as he wants me diagnosed with something!!!!
I am stuck, BUT I am saving for a truck to move back to my state with my family and friends, and where my house is, I can try start my life over again,
I know he is manipulating me, and I had no idea this was the problem all alone.
Any one else in a similar position, please share.
|Posted by: murrawalizard on 6 Nov. 2012|
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