| Subject: my cry |
| Hi, I‘ve had difficulties with my anger and depression for a long while. I‘m now 18 years old and still depressed, I became more violent I notices. When I was 13 I cut myself , not for attention but a coping way to deal with things. I tried to avoid attention really. I tried to quit but the urge to cut again and it‘s hard to hide the scars now since I have a boyfriend. Lately we haven‘t been doing good cuz I‘m jus so irritated and upset. I feel so drained and discombobulated . I don‘t feel the same . I have thought and I swore I would never think about that again. But it‘s back, I know I don‘t have the guts to do it and thank God I don‘t but I still have the thoughts. I‘m not happy, everything is so sensitive. I can‘t control my thoughts I don‘t know who I am. I jus wanna escape but I got nowhere to go. I feel,like I‘m in the dark. I jus don‘t know anymore . |
| Posted by: mercadez maiale on 23 Jan. 2013 |
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